| Location | East Kilbride |
| Age | 26 years |
| Cause of Death | Other Disease |
| Date of Birth | 15/01/1981 |
| Date of Death | 13/04/2007 |
| Visitors | 1,096 since 21/05/2008 |
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Jennifer Murray was born in Rutherglen Maternity on 15th January 1980.
She was raised by her parents Giles and Ann who lived in East Mains, Jennifer had a great upbringing, as being the only child of Giles and Ann she was constantly spoiled rotten and never wanted for anything. Jennifer was a very happy child and turned into a very outgoing teenager she was given the nickname jaffa and it stuck throughout her life, She had a wide range of friends including myself (anne) claire louise tracey lisa lisa alison etc and was always out socialising, meeting new people and generally lived the typical teenage life which mainly involved drinking alcohol and meeting boys lol.
when Jennifer turned 19 she started taking panic attacks which she could not control, they seemed to be brought on after a night on the tiles and whenever she had a hangover. She didnt let them stop her having fun, that was untill the sudden death of her dad Giles. Giles had a heart condition and one day felt poorly and passed away . Jennifer witnessed her dads passing and took it very badly. she was never the same Jennifer again. She very rarely left the house due to her fear of panicking. She had her boyfriend Scott and her mum but still no-one could help her get over it. After a few years she got a flat with Scott in St leonards which she loved but still she was housebound. Jennifer felt like she was existing but not living. She stayed home everyday watching her soaps and reminicing about old times. Jennifer gave up drinking in 2006 hoping it would help her regain the confidence and ability to start living her life again but on friday 13th April 2007 Jennifer felt unwell and panicky and out of the blue phoned herself an ambulance. her boyfriend scott was across the road in the pub and ran across. She was going into the ambulance and told scott that she was going to die. everyone assumed it was jennifer taking another bad panick attack but at 2pm that afternoon jennifer passed away. The post mortom was inconclusive and eventually we were informed that jennifer suffered cardiac failure due to hyperventilating. such a waste of a lovely young life. Jennifer touched many peoples hearts throughout her life and was always so kind and giving. She was one of my best friends and I think about her everyday.She is sadly missed by all. Jennifer is now with her Dad in heaven where she wanted to be for the past few years. Rest in peace jaffa. Will see you again one day with a very long update on your soaps and gossip about boys. i love you jennifer forever in our hearts xx
love u
I love you so much jennifer. miss you everyday. my babies are getting so big. cant wait to be with you again! forever in my heart. xxxx
jaffanator
another year has gone. cannot believe it. miss you more each day. you mean so much to me. I love you jennifer. always x
DEAR LORD
Every single evening
As i,m lying here in bed
This tiny little prayer
Keeps running through my head
God bless all my family
Wherever they may be.
Keep them warm and safe from harm
For they,re so close to me
And God , There is one more thing
I wish that you could do :
Hope you don,t mind me asking,
Please bless my computer too.
Now i know that it,s unusual
To bless a motherboad
But listen just a second
While i explain it to you , Lord.
You see, That little metal box
Holds more than odds and ends:
Inside those small compartments
Rest so many of my Friends
I know so much about them
By the kindness that they give,
And this little scrap of metal
Takes me in to where they live.
By faith is how i know them
much the same as you
We share in what life brings us
And from that our friendships grew.
Please take an extra minute
From your duties up above
To bless those in my address book
That,s filled with so much love.
Wherever else this prayer may reach
To each and every friend,
Bless each e mail inbox
And each person who hits ' send'.
When you update your Heavenly list
On your own Great CD ROM
Bless everyone who hears this prayer
Sent up to God.com
friends xxx
There are so many stories I still want to tell
There are so many I love you's left unsaid
There are many tears left uncried
There are many dreams left to fall apart
I miss our long talks
I miss the nights when all was alright
I love you like a sister, you were my angel,
Yet I wonder why you left me here alone
We were forever best friends
When one fell to the ground
The other one was there to help her back up.
We healed our broken hearts
With a hug and a gentle smile.
We stayed up nites looking at the stars,
Giggling like little girls and having midnight talks.
You said you had to go-
I wished it wasn't so.
I looked in your eyes as you looked into mine,
With smiles like everything was fine.
Yet we both knew well that this was our last good-bye.
We knew that we would never again
Have those long talks and play like little girls again.
then i knew my pain was about 2 start
and urs was about 2 go
I also knew that my angel was being taken away,
Yet we promised no matter what we'd remain forever best friends
xxxx
I miss you very much even though I wasnt close to you in the later years Jennifer. You were a friend to everyone you met and I wil;l never forget you. Sleep tight xxx
all my love from me to you xxxx
We picture you walking up the path
and walking through the door
We listen out for your gentle laugh
but we cant hear it anymore
We hold our hands out everyday
Hoping for your gentle touch
But we dont feel your warm hands touch us
Its a feeling we miss so much
We wait for you to wipe our tears
But you want yours wiping too
And everyday still hurts so much
Because our life is missing you
Our keep your memory in our souls
It burns so bright each day
And all the things we have in our minds
Theres three words we want to say
missing you
Hi Jaffa, Just wanted you to know how much I miss you. you were such a good friend to me and were always there when I needed you. I wish you could be here to see connor. hes got so big and Im having a wee girl in August,I would have wanted you to be her godmother if you were still here. Theres not a day goes by where I dont think about you. Ive been totally lost without you this past year. I have been making sure your mum is ok and I will always keep in touch with her. I promise. I know I'll see you again one day. tell your dad I said hi and give him a kiss from me. sleep tight jaffa. love you always x
Jaffa, can't believe you're gone. Miss you so much, everyone does. You touched many peoples hearts in many special ways. You were a wonderful person, a better friend you would struggle to find. Not a day goes by that you are not thought of, you are in our hearts and in our prayers. We light candles for you every birthday, Christmas and anniversary. I hope all the angels in heaven are watching over you and keeping you company. See you again soon, love you lots and miss you even more!!! All my love, hugs and kisses. Claire xxx mwah xxx
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